I'm Having A Bad Day

i dont know how to get rid of these flashbacks I try to drown them out in music and it doesn't help. the most ironic thing about this whole process is that my ex said i would forget about everything that happened to me because he would erase my memory. He was wrong I still remember everything and everyone. I remember henry, destiny, haven, beethoveen, lady, angel, tweety, bella, etc. and how they can all talk. I remember Sara, Bob, Melissa, Krista, Seth and even all their personalities, I even remember who they all body switched into. I even remember grandma...and the path she chose and why she chose it....i remember seeing  great grandma and grandma in Hyvee in different bodies...and the only reason i recognize them is from grandmas sense of smell. I remember how hard it was to walk away from them that day as they were frozen in time. I remember the clones, and the robot...everything...but when all these flashbacks occur its hard...but a part of me hopes ill never forget them...i dont want to forget my grandmas, my grandpa, my grandmas baby sister, how it was to see a polar bear, i dont want to forget my animals, or Sara, Bob, Krista, Melissa, or Seth. I WILL FORGET NOTHING OF MY PAST!