I took myself to my friends graduation party:) how? duh i may not have a car on wheels but i have wheels one way or another i was gonna get there with or without my mom agreeing i mean its in walking distance and i had a friend follow me there to make sure i was okay i mean i'm seventeen i deserve to go out and see the world once in awhile...the thing is my mom doesnt want me to grow up...she knows i'm getting smarter and wants to try to be on my own eventually....and she's scared i get that but honestly how am i going to know what live is if i have too live it behind four walls all the time? And no offense but school isnt what life is about all the time yeah school teaches you vauluable things you should know but it doesnt teach you that taking this road is okay...or the real life things that happen all the time is people make mistakes and learn from them and you have to move on.
Life is beautful and i want to finish living it just like everbody else...i may do thing differently then most people but i get through it and i can do it and no matter how different i am im just like you.
I went to my friends graduation it was really nice it gave me some ideas for mine next year... she was so happy that i came and i was happy that i did i mean i wouldnt miss it if i was invited i'd try my absolute best to try to go shes one of my best friends...and yeah i'm gonna miss her but we will always stay in touch somehow...shes the type of person where she's not afraid to talk to me or a handicapped person or however you wanna look at it...she treats me just like anyone else and thats all i ever ask from people.
People wonder why i never talk unless someone talks to me? well heres the answer: Sometimes i get tied up in my words...or because i feel like im interrupting something; or sometimes i dont feel like i should be talking to that person...theres always a part of me that wants to hang out with people ...almost all the time you guys feel that way right? but the truth is if i just go over and try to talk to someone that i know or they know me sometimes they look at me like "do i know you?" or "i dont wanna talk to you" LOOK I've had this problem all my life and you think the people would get over it...and i will...and i try to get over people just giving me THAT LOOK....but ya know what theres only so much a girl can do and take in her life.
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