i got a huge surprise yesterday!:)

I got a call from one of the pageant directors and I got into the pageant officially I'm SO HAPPY!!:) I DID IT!:) even if I don't win tho that's ok because I learned that if u try ur best good things can happen!:)

NAM INTERVIEW YESTERDAY! :)

So yesterday i went to my NAM Interview since on saturday i ended up sick... i think it went pretty well for my first time. i'm supposed to get a call within a week to see if i actually got in :) then if i do i either end up going to omaha or lincoln for training...honestly i'm up for anything...i always give my best... I found out this is kinda like Americas Next Top Model except its not about size, beauty or anything like that its based on if you have the confidence and inderence to want to be the greatest you can be in life...and if you don't thats okay they will help you with that. But they are looking for people who can be themselves and not for people who try to be someone they are not. Lets just put it this way the youngest contestant who rank the highest in her age divisison was nine or ten and she won Miss Nebraska! i was so cool i got my picture taken withe her and everything and i got to where a crown...it was heavy but tons of fun...i learn't alot yesterday and i'm hoping that they call me so I can learn a lot more! :) 

what my name means...

yes, my name means miracle child most people know that but what they dont know is that not just my name but yours to can mean something deeply to you...
to me my name means powerful, heartwarming, and independent...to me my name is my personality... it shines through the darkest of days just like i myself have for 16 years now...and as my mom puts it "I'm still shining brighter than the sun" when people say my name its worn down from being bruised and battered but it still has its confidence and pride...just like me:) i may be bruised and battered and screaming on the inside but on the ouside i live up to my confidence and pride...my name:)

Upcoming Weekend Frenzy

so... last weekend I got a letter in the mail from the NAM (National American Miss) its a pageant....and to be honest i'm not really into that kind of thing...but as i read further i realized this ones different... its based on Personality, Confidence, and Poise so its not based on looks or body figure or anything which is pretty sweet! so i decided that im going to go for it and give it my best shot to see where it takes me...its this sunday and honestly im pretty excited. Im hoping that i can inspire some people :)

New JB Update

his hair color is now BLACK!:)

1-11-12 nothing interesting....

as i was saying its freezing cold an windy outside and i have posts unfinished because the computer messed up...now onto my autobiography...

10 facts about me

1. i am currently a fan of jb for 2 years now...i am a belieber not an obsesser if that makes sense
2. i am a very fun person to be around once you get to know me
3. i can be a very random person...i just blurt things out at random
4. i can text and read like crazy!
5. some of my fav songs are: If I Die young by the Band Perry, Otis Freestyle Rap by Justin Bieber, and Perfect Two by Auburn which i got stuck in my head right now
6. i am a facebook addict...
7. i'm an animal lover
8. the books i am reading right now is the house of night novels and the vampire academy series
9. my WORST subject in school is government blah! :P
10. the places i have been to in my life have been flordia and california for my make a wish