The Life of "The Miracle Child"
Thursday, October 17, 2019
school assignment
Tuesday, October 30, 2018
Its hard to know
Monday, June 26, 2017
Life's Obstacles Forever Unfolding Before Me
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
Life gets worse before getting better
I am almost 22 and within a short amount of time my life has gone downhill. My dad wants to quit Chemotherapy and as much as I scream on the inside for him not to do so I have to support his decision. Chemo and cancer is rough on a body...my dad says it's like everything is hightened. He can drink or touch anything cold without it feeling like artic ice...and if he touches something warm or hot it feels like molten lava burning him to the bone. So even though this is hard for me...if he chooses to die and quit fighting I will support him every step of the way. My dad doesn't deserve cancer let alone chemo and if ending chemo is what he chooses then we must support him.
If my dad passes on I'm not sure what I want to do with my life....
Friday, September 16, 2016
Disabled people are NOT a meaning of justice
I am fed up with everything! I honestly feel like I have fallen into another dark hole. The whole world is against me yet again.
Monday, July 18, 2016
Mixed Feelings
Tuesday, June 7, 2016
Seeing Life Differently
It's been so long since I've written in here Aaron and I have been broken up since February 2015. So it's been almost four months since we have been together I ended up getting extremely mad at him because he refused to communicate with me.
It sucks because I thought we were going to be together for a very long time but I cannot have a relationship without effectively communicating. I hated leaving things as they were but I felt like I was giving more in the relationship than he was.
And then a few days later he had the nerve to criticize me online saying that I could never contribute as much in a relationship as well as he could. It made me very angry he knew I could never contribute as much as him to being with but when I'm in a relationship with someone I give absolutely everything I have.